After Effects of the World Cup

Wow! I knew it has been a while since I wrote anything, but I had no idea it had been an entire year. If I'm honest, it's been an entire year of struggle. I have just been numb, dead inside, with absolutely no initiative. The smallest decision feels impossible to figure out. I'm going to …

What If?

When I think of "What if?" questions, I usually think of things going wrong, worst-case scenarios, and such. But I heard a song the other day titled "What If" by the group Consumed By Fire. I really like it and want to quickly share it here. I hope you like it too. https://www.youtube.com/embed/hALN_U_Vcow?si=DVVNAtFwgdDjwwGK

New Song

I heard a new song on Sirius XM yesterday during an interview with Big Daddy Weave. They played this song and said it would "drop" at midnight. Well, I was sleeping at midnight but want to quickly share it before I have to leave the house. This is me. I was kind of wild and …

The Struggle, The Freak Out, The Wrestle, and The Outcome

Well, here I am, and I have no idea what I'm doing. If you want to know the "struggle", just read past posts. I'm at the point where I feel I need to change the title of this site because what I am doing is definitely not living forward. I have been, since the big …

Letting Go

Here we are, again, at the end of another year. I am so fed up with saying this time of year, how bad the year has been. I'm tired of myself. I'm tired of not liking myself. Something drastic needs to change, something drastically great that is. I started being taught at the age of …

Thanksgiving Where Are You?

I just cannot seem to pull myself out of this low-grade funk. I thought going out and looking at Fall / Thanksgiving decorations would help. It did not. Why you ask. Because there are very few to be found. I have some, but they are in storage. Thinking about that turned my thoughts to yet …

Silence, I Found You.

A lot has happened since the last post. I went part time at the airport with its new management and took a job at a place I had no business taking. After starting the new job, I left the airport all together. If you read the last post, you know I can no longer stand …

Silence Where are you?

I wish I knew more as a young kid about certain topics. I believe I was a highly sensitive child, but back in my day, that was seen (at least by my mother) as being a bad thing. I was constantly being told to stop being so sensitive. She would say things like, "You need …

What We Think

It's not what you think you are that holds you back; it's what you think you are not". That is a quote from Denis Waitley, a 91-year-old author and motivational speaker, known for writing The Psychology of Winning. One day when I was feeling particularly blah, I Googled "motivational quotes" in an attempt to feel …

School Memories

As I was listening to KLove on the radio the other morning, Carlos, Amy, and Producer Allie were talking about the end of another school year and all the activities that go along with it. Then they started talking about teachers presently and those they had themselves when they had been in school and asked …